Current mood:	blank
Current music:	the killers-somebody told me

im just blllllllah and so is everyone around me....
Standing with everyone, you do what they all do,
You talk and agree but you still have no clue
Your smile's like a mask just for us to see,
but it's getting hotter inside and it's getting hard to breathe.
Yesterday you're something, you're something that you're not,
Yesterday you're something, you're something that you're not,
Today you're something, you're something that you're not,
You're hard to figure out you're hard to figure out,
Are you who you said - well i can't tell, i can't tell...
Are you real with me - well i can't tell at all.
(Is that what you're like or are you just scared?)

Where did you get that off the tv or a trend?
Who are you trying to be like, like an actor or a band?
I liked you much better when you just didn't care
Didn't care about how you were acting or what you had to wear,
One day you put down something the next day it's who you are...
You get so caught up in their crap you'll try anything when you're the star...
How can they change you so quickly you are led...
Am i talking to you or is who i know dead?


as i write my mom is sitting in my english class at parents night, i hope nothing goes wrong..i hope she doesnt talk to any of my teachers and it doesnt turn into something along the lines of : "how is marina doing?" "shes doing pretty well" "well what can she do to IMPROVE" i mean commmmmmme on! im gonna go pick her up around 9 and hopefully there wont be any bad news... hmm